from
Thirty Love,
released August 26, 2014
It is no secret that I am happier now
but still I miss the box
I don't blame them, how could they ever know
the language of my thoughts
and what I did there
how I survived
all this time
what was I supposed to do, die?
i would wait till they formed their lines
I attacked, one by one, those they left behind
the safety in numbers of the hive
kept most of them alive
but with food all around,
what were they supposed to do, die?
I was found by some friends of mine
i don't claim to know them well, still they seemed surprised
i heard them clamoring
a fussing, an emptiness, a grief
but with this sign, what were they supposed to do, die?
I am no stranger to holing up inside
I'm used to carrying my own dark confines
nature blows my mind
still i will say it is nice
to finally have some light
but what am I supposed to do now?